The incident continued to have a positive effect on his spiritual awareness. Also he realized that he had important responsibility to create something good out of it and he reported as follow:
I realized that I had an important responsibility to create something good out of my inspiration. The events provided me with a broader window to observe many secrets of life. I was also provided with important information, which resulted as the basic view for further research, study, meditation and learning. I now considered myself as endowed with limited, but special and delicate powers. It is my responsibility to use these capacities in ways that hopefully benefit mankind. In this way I became familiar with formerly unknown secrets of life, religions and spiritual states.
Once inspired I was able to allow certain plans to gradually evolve. My first task was to discover the physical quality of God and the holy spirits. This discovery includes the circumstances of God's interactions with human beings. The result was to become even more aware of the work of creation; evolution and existence as God direct these events.
During the moments of inspiration I could realize that God had to have some kind of physical quality and that God's physical existence should become explainable through the science of physics and related disciplines. My inspiration tells me he literally passes through us and generates inner feelings and thoughts. There is indeed physical touch between God and his creatures. This touch may not be perceptible in ordinary circumstances. Nevertheless the contact could well become tangible if God decides to inspire anyone of us.
My own inspiration, lead to many months of study in which new knowledge have opened doors to the meaning of fundamental religious questions such as heaven and hell and return of Jesus Christ, and what became illuminated, I put into explaining the theories. I wanted to reach beyond people's skepticism and cynicism in order to be effective. Obviously I needed to protect myself from being accused of hallucinating and blaspheming. Throughout the past decade I have worked hard and lived a responsible life.
Following the event of the inspiration I have come to appreciate the authenticity of the three main religions of God: Judaism, Christianity and Islam. However what I have come to know is that these religions need to evolve in order to be fulfilled. They need to evolve for their completeness to show more of their effectiveness and unity with one another. My theories make this evolutionary phenomenon possible. They do so since they are dedicated to God, his ways and his qualities.
Open minded people will either sense or may not sense the enlightenment, which often occurs following a period of disbelief and skepticism. If enlightenment does occur a will undoubtedly be associated with positive feelings and instructive thoughts.
During the inspiration God revealed himself as thought, wisdom and intelligence. With deeper consideration I have come to know that these divine qualities are associated with realistic love, faith, desire and enthusiasm. Invisible though they are, they fill the entire universe, circulating on a central axis with infinite speed. These waves constantly tap our conscious and unconscious minds. We are thus made more aware of truth and its realities and while it takes preparation to be fully receptive, it is our obligation to search for him. If he is understood in any lesser way, it amounts to his unhappiness and results in our unhappiness.
My deeper study of the history and philosophy of religions and enriched by the related sciences led me to the following understandings and conclusion:
My inspiration had been prefigured in many religious teachings in the Bible and Koran. To be understood these teachings must be interpreted according to my theories.
In order to prepare and educate mankind, God may present himself through a human being, and he directs the lives of selected people such as Jesus.
Through inspiration God may dictate his instructions to selected people. This kind of inspiration is clearly perceptible for the person who is inspired. My study of the Koran revealed that the prophet Mohammed a messenger of God conveyed God's instructions. He did this similar to ways in which other prophets in other traditions have brought God's instructions. The purpose of these instructions is to teach mankind how to be expansive in Thought, Word and in Deed.
If God choose to do so a person's soul may be conditioned to embody the spirit of God. If so conditioned the person feels that he is God, even though he knows that he cannot be God. This condition occurs when God uses the person in order to express certain teachings to his creatures. By realizing this reality I have also understood how and why Jesus was (is) believed to be God. I feel that this is the most probable reality. In addition I have come to the understanding that probably there have been other prominent religious people in history that could have been in a similar state of mind. This class includes the twelfth Imam of the Shiite sect of Islam. He was believed by Shi'ite people that he would return as the prince of peace in order to spread health, happiness and harmony in the world. The creating force for such a state of mind for Jesus, as well as other people of God, is God himself. God himself is the one who makes the ultimate plan, final judgments and decisions. He was from the beginning and will last forever, while he continues to evolve further. He himself will return in the form of holy spirits or may shine through and personalize in mankind if he chooses to do so. God himself is the creator, and the ultimate director. Messiah is God himself.
God is the ultimate thought, wisdom and intelligence in an active and functioning quality (Holy Spirits). These qualities also include love and enthusiasm together with all positive emotions and feelings including the sense of direction and leadership.
In order to understand God's character, we may imagine a very special human being in a higher level of existence, who is the creator and is in control of his creatures However his physical quality is only spirits and his size is infinitely great, such as an ocean of spirits in the universe. Such a being is real; he exists. We live in God the same as the creatures in the seas live in water. The source of our energies is from God. Our existence is from God. Our directions in life should be toward God... (VII, 46).
